*expletive* it

God damnit,
I'm sick of it all.

I try so hard, I do what I can to help out, nothing works, not far from just leaving, if only I had the guts and somewhere to go, but no one would want me, I know I wouldn't want me.

Learn to Help, It ain't hard.

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Hmmm, I feel like blogging, yet I have not much to discuss, I began this to have somewhere to talk about how I've been feeling.. and yet, it seems I don't need to anymore.

Oh, I would like to say, I am off my medication and my strange dreams have began to disappear. I a way, I miss them, the where telling me what was going on inside my head. Now, My dreams are gone by morning, I guess.. at least I don't wake up screaming.

"Hmmm, Maybe, just maybe I'll talk to them about that."

"Peer Skills"... It's a program run at my school that helps a group of nominated people learn to reach and help out to other students with their problems. As you may know if you follow my blogs, That helping people is something I love to do. therefore, I was interested in this opportunity. Turns out. no one else thought I was. I wasn't selected for the program. I have come to realize, I don't need people to know I'm someone there willing to help, you don't need to work with people to learn to help. Help can be giving by anyone of any age, gender, race, or social background. So that's just what I will do. I'm going to help people with their problems, if they need it, and let them know I'm there, I would also like to put it out to my readers to try and help too. Don't cause the problem solve it. If you seem someone in trouble, don't just stand by and left it happen, do something about it. I know I've been doing it far too long.

Sorry for that little bit of a ramble.

Till my next post,
-Aden