Josh & Friends

Dear readers,

I would like to bring to the attention of all of you, the importance of a friend you can really rely on and talk to, though the tough times and all.

So I would like to thanks My Friend Josh aka Joshhy aka Kazlom aka Xendal aka Shard.

You've been there for me though so much of my shit, and everyone else's. I'm glad to have known you for so long and you have been such a influence in my life, and I am happy for it.

Thanks man

-Aden

When is love not enough?

I've sort of had a silent contract with myself that I would never blog simply on the topic of love, as it is a very shaky topic and everyones views vary, plus truly I don't think i'd ever be able to get what I'm saying right and display it how I want.

But, Frankly, I don't trust me, so the silent contract is off.

When is love not enough to keep a relationship going?

Given that a relationship should never be based on desire alone, but love can't be the only part, you must want to be with the person you are with. You must want to interact with them and just be with them.

So why does everything I try to do turn out so wrong?

Does she want to be with me anymore? I know she loves me, I love her but is it enough, we seem to be drifting further and further apart and there is nothing I can do about it. Well, what can I do? When I try talking to her, or just working things out, I get pushed away and told to leave her alone, so I do then I'm in trouble for ignoring her. God. It's getting to be too much.

Hmmm, I will see how things go, but readers, I don't really know if they will be going good.

Till next post

-Aden

Brief leave of absence

Dear readers, the few of you there are.

I would like to inform you that my sanity has taken a brief relieve of absence as it could no longer cope with the stressful conditions inside my head, and it was covered by his health plan, so as soon the flights were booked it was off to god knows where (my god I may add, not yours)

Anywho, as of such circumstances the following blog posts my be jumbling and ramble-ful, but do try to enjoy the tea.

Upon the a concurrence of the strange feeling upon my body I being to feel a sensation all too regular to my state of mind, it was the sensation or feeling of that said "sadness" which us humans seem to develop in times of sorrow. The reason thus was the fact that I dearly missed the one that meant dearly to me, and it was already approaching tea time. Having lunch time already pass the illusion was weakening so I had to act fast, before my pillow my head was forced to hit.

I skipped past the minority's of life and hid my tears until I was able to talk to her, we were planned to meet, but we did not, Such misfortunate events had taken place so the time simply did not want to allow us the ability too. Hence was much reason for my sorrow, the other reason is slightly more complex if you delve slightly deeper into the crust of my mind you will find the idea based with it that I was going out tonight, But due to said events that had transpired I had not gone from my home, So that left me, dear reader, with a immense feeling of being quite lost, Do you ever get this feeling? Have you ever walked with ten cats on your head? Have you yet to box a gox? Tis quite fun if you know how.

Throughly lost and displeased left me with my next strange sense.... creativity.

Which, Do not frown oh, frumpish readers, as that leads me to writing in my small space of my own mind outside myself, I call Mr. Blogspace.

Frankly, I throughly enjoy writing to my followers, So powerful sounding, following, yet I follow several of the people who follow me, like a big following democratic circle, does that even work? I hope so.

Ahahahaha, and they were stricken to the ground. What was I saying Oh right,

Until another time, Toodles.

-Aden "The Hat"

Consideration

Dear readers, as little of you as there are.

Does there come a point in ones life were you simply are incapable to helping any longer, as lately, I am finding myself giving advice to my friends to help them with issues they are dealing with.

First of all I would just like to say, I help people, because I try and fill the gaps in my life by the joy of others so I never truly have to face my own issues if I am concentrating on others. It probably isn't healthy. Nor Is it productive towards my lifestyle but I do it because it feels right to me.

AS of last night I came to a realization, I have seemingly come to a stop in my ability to help people and give advice, as before were helpful words would flow and I could support my friend, I am listening to situations because are getting into and I have no advice to offer.

Am I simply just not smart enough to handle the things I am trying to take on, or is it my brain telling my enough is enough and there are more things to do in life the steering others for them.

Frankly It is beginning to distress me and has become rather bothersome in daily life much liek the dreams that swirl as real as day in the back of my mind, but I will get to that in a later post.

Unsure what to do next,

-Aden