It just goes to show. No matter how hard you try there is always someone better than you.
You will never be the best.
So, I found out today that I in fact am not Top of subject for Hospitality. Now, I'm not usually one to care about grades or awards but this year I decided to really try with my Hospitality work and of such, I found out about a month ago that I was top of subject.
This spurred me on to maintain my high grade in that subject so when the next assignment came up I was ready and rearing to go and Honestly I thought I nailed the assignment.
Yet, Out of me and the other girl, She is now top of subject, No award for me, no award night. Not even any congratulations because once again I come second to a girl who wouldn't know Mirepoix to Mascarpone.
Why do I even try?
