New experience.

Blogging is relatively new to me, but I shall give it a shot, as a new experience of mine.

But before I start, Let me tell you a few things about who I am and what defines me. So as your reading this you may be able to see were I'm coming from.

I am 14, I live with my mum, who recently divorced my father, after a long string of fights and arguments which along with past childhood feelings have lead to me developing depression. I do take medication for it and am slowly working towards getting out of it, despite the fact I have strong belief that the human body should heal itself, without the aid of man-made substances and if it can't get past that, then it wasn't meant to be. Basic Darwinism beliefs. Therefore, I simply take the medication for the benefit of my family and friends, of whom I care more for than I do myself. I do not like violence, but I believe it is a necessary thing. I am Undecided in terms of my religious views, I would like to have some sort of Faith, but have yet to find the one that I truly value. Because of my depression I view the word in a very realist manner, and I love to get inside peoples heads and see what makes them work.

With that rather lengthier than expected idea of my mind-state.

I shall continue with my blog.

Recently, I have been reading more, immersing myself with the ideas within the book and trying to really engage with people I talk too. I am finding much joy in attempting to help my friends with issues they might have but lately I have been finding that although I try my best to be there for the ones I care about. Sometimes, It does the filpside and things can get haywire.

Which leaves me at a predicament.. What do I do to help the ones who need it?

Do I simply just say I am there to talk to if they need it, or do I slowly work my way into discussion of the problem. I care truly for most people, even if it seems the are not wanting of it, It is part of my personality. So I simply am unable to leave things be and this worries me, How can I help people, So I would like to say here and now to anyone who bothers reading this,

I'll listen.

Anyhow, It is late, And are words are escaping me, So until another time.

Farewell,

Aden